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Outrider

02-10-2009, 09:23 PM

Well, after having all the tests done last week, I saw the specialist today, and the results are not good. The cancer has spread to my liver and possibly one lung, and is also encroaching on my kidneys. The tumor on the pelvic wall is apparently very large and inoperable at this stage. He told me it doesn't look very good at this point, and that unless they can remove everything surgically, which is not possible right now, then they will attempt to give me as long as they can at as good a quality of life as they can. My immediate future is to see another couple of specialists next week to decide if radiation treatment or chemotherapy will be any help. My wife and I were obviously hoping for better news, but we just have to play with the cards we've been dealt.

DaveCW2

02-10-2009, 09:49 PM

I'll be praying for you and yours, Craig. I don't know what else to say except good luck, man!

GoCards

02-10-2009, 09:59 PM

You're in my prayers. If there's anything you need you've got friends here that you can count on.

ender098

02-10-2009, 10:03 PM

Damn, Craig, that's harsh. You're in my prayers. Take care of yourself and get second (and third, fourth, etc) opinions for this. We're here for ya if we can help!

troopsofdoom

02-10-2009, 10:09 PM

I hope things will turn around for you. Hang in there. Best of luck.

Death_at_Midnight

02-10-2009, 10:32 PM

In prayers too.

Roland da Thompson Gunner

02-10-2009, 11:23 PM

This is real weak stuff Outrider, I know. I'll continue too hope for the best for you.

Beast from the east

02-11-2009, 12:55 AM

All the best with this fight against it.I hope the chemo will work.

Urban Saboteur

02-11-2009, 01:55 AM

It goes without saying that i backup everything the members say here, we support you 100% and hope that you can get a better outcome.
I wish you the very best and hope that if you can have treatment that it will subside and allow you to have a better quality of life.
If there is anything we can do, let us know and we'll do our very best to help you.

neapolitan joe

02-11-2009, 02:33 AM

You have to fight!!!
I am with You, You are the best of the best here!!!
Francesco.

Gatilho

02-11-2009, 02:58 AM

You're in my prayers. I believe that's everything is possible so let's keep facing the enemy! I know it must be hard at this point but remember you have a lot of people praying for you. God bless you!

Trench-Viper

02-11-2009, 05:33 AM

That is very bad news. But remember that the Doctors allways presume the worst because they dont want to get sued later on if they were too optimistic. I wish you best of luck as I really hope to see more of your pictures. Please keep us posted with whats going on.

Da Talent

02-11-2009, 06:39 AM

that really blows, keep fighting man. I'll be praying.

Flatline

02-11-2009, 06:42 AM

hang In There Craig!!! I Wish You And Your Family All The Best. Don't Hesitate To Ask. If There Is Anything You Need That I (we) Can Do Let Me (us) Know Buddy. ;)

Bayer

02-11-2009, 06:54 AM

I've said it once and I say it again; NO Retreat, NO Surrender! If you have to go down (and I hope you don't), go down fighting! This is really hard news. You just keep in mind, we've got your back.

bartus

02-11-2009, 06:55 AM

Keep the faith Craig! I'll pray that the other specialists will find a definitive solution for this, and soon you'll be back 100% healthy!!

haradrel

02-11-2009, 07:58 AM

Hoping for a miracle for you man.
As everybody else has said, if there is anything we can do to give you strength and help, just name it.

lehsreh

02-11-2009, 08:01 AM

[COLOR=Red]i dont know what to say as i just lost an uncle. hang in there and be strong. from my experience, those who fight stay strong, dont give in. hopefully youll get some great news and the dr who you saw today was just stupid.[/COLOR]

ToneGunsRevisited

02-11-2009, 08:31 AM

I can say from your objectivity on your text that you are strong. That's good. So you can fight it back very soon. Keep strong and faithfull, we are all here to help you bro.

Sonneilon

02-11-2009, 08:55 AM

Oh man, that's just sucks in all aspects. I'm sorry.

I guess it's too late to go organic and whatnot. I hope the tests and predictions end up wrong and things work out the best for you!

General Jones

02-11-2009, 08:59 AM

Good luck with this battle Craig.

Rambo

02-11-2009, 09:33 AM

I dont know what to say but KEEP FIGHTING. You are a warrior and could win this hard battle. Please keep us updated. :)

vespapilot79

02-11-2009, 10:45 AM

I am deeply saddened by the news Craig. It makes me very proud your still in the fight 110%!! A lot of people would have given up!! You have to be super aggressive and you will win!! I will be lighting a prayer candle tonight for you and your family.

Sgt_DP

02-11-2009, 02:01 PM

I'll be keeping you in my Positive Thoughts and prayers.

vader9900

02-11-2009, 02:53 PM

I am very sorry Craig, I don't know what to say.

Scarrviper

02-11-2009, 03:45 PM

:( This sounds terrible Craig. Keep on fighting, you can beat this.

Kurt.

nando

02-11-2009, 04:07 PM

hey man my father have cancer too , and he isnt that well , the radioteraphy is an option , well just enjoy every moment with your wife , family , friends , every sunrise every single minute , man i know that sometimes live sucks but u are a strong man and a pride joe ,its a pleasure to call u friend . u are in my prayers too , god bless u , yo joe....

Goldbug

02-11-2009, 08:35 PM

Cancer has been a scourge on my family & friends too. :(
I will pray for you too.
Don't give up the fight.

Self-Modifier

02-11-2009, 08:41 PM

Wow... I'm not even sure what to say. I guess all I can do is echo everyone else's sentiments. Good luck! I'm a firm believer that anything is possible, and nothing is set in stone.

LordRaven

02-11-2009, 08:44 PM

Jennifer and myself are deeply saddened to hear this news. Even though we are a world away, I've always considered you my friend and have valued your opinions and your amazing talent through the years. We hope the best for you, brother, and you can count on us should you need anything.

yorktownjoe

02-11-2009, 09:33 PM

You know we are praying for you.

"Never give in. Never give in. Never, never, never, never--in nothing, great or small, large or petty--never give in, except to convictions of honor and good sense. Never yield to force. Never yield to the apparently overwhelming might of the enemy." -Winston Churchill

silentdusty

02-12-2009, 05:28 AM

You are in my prayers Craig, I only wish you and your wife the best, and I sincerely hope that you can beat this, there are may more Outrider shots to be taken and seen.

sithviper

02-12-2009, 04:41 PM

Damn, I'm disheartened by this news :(
Good luck in your fight.
As everyone else said I'm here for ya. :)
Yo Joe!

Mike

neapolitan joe

02-12-2009, 05:37 PM

You are a fighter, we stay at Your side.
Every night I'm prayng St. Giuseppe Moscati for You, my Friend.
Take the position! :cool:

ThinkTank

02-12-2009, 07:51 PM

Man, life is a real bitch sometimes. I feel for you and your family. I don't know how the law is down under, but from personal experience, I recommend that you have a plan. You need a will and a living will. You need to make sure that your wishes are carried out exactly the way you want. When my father in law died, his will was 10 years old and did not reflect what he wanted when he passed. It caused a tremendous amount of stress and conflict amongst the people that loved him. He left a mixed legacy and it shadows the way his family interact to this day. I know you're a practical guy and would not want your family to guess what you wanted or be troubled by things that you can take care of now. I am not trying to morbid, but take it from me, you do not want your loved ones to go through more than they have to. It may also help you to know that they are taken care of in the way you wanted.

My thoughts are with you. Even though I don't really "know" you, I consider you to be a friend and wish you the best.

Josh

Wausauviper

02-12-2009, 08:45 PM

I wish I could say I understand what you are going through, but I don't, and can't. I just hope and pray that everything works out for you and your family. Best of luck.

EasySimpleStuff

02-13-2009, 03:32 AM

Man, I dont know what to say...

But remeber that nothing is never 100% certain and anything is possible...

So keep the faith, and keep the fight...

Never give up!!

My thoughts are with you and I wish you all the best...

Outrider

02-13-2009, 04:08 PM

[QUOTE=ThinkTank]Man, life is a real bitch sometimes. I feel for you and your family. I don't know how the law is down under, but from personal experience, I recommend that you have a plan. You need a will and a living will. You need to make sure that your wishes are carried out exactly the way you want. When my father in law died, his will was 10 years old and did not reflect what he wanted when he passed. It caused a tremendous amount of stress and conflict amongst the people that loved him. He left a mixed legacy and it shadows the way his family interact to this day. I know you're a practical guy and would not want your family to guess what you wanted or be troubled by things that you can take care of now. I am not trying to morbid, but take it from me, you do not want your loved ones to go through more than they have to. It may also help you to know that they are taken care of in the way you wanted.

My thoughts are with you. Even though I don't really "know" you, I consider you to be a friend and wish you the best.

Josh[/QUOTE]

Thanks Josh, and thanks everyone. I have made certain preparations in case the worst should occur, including writing a will. Thanks to a life of hard work my wife and I are debt-free and financially secure, so at least there's no money worries for my wife should the worst happen. It's all in God's hands now.

Fisher

02-13-2009, 09:37 PM

I am with everyone here when I say to hang in there and fight Craig. I am glad to hear that you have everything financially secure for the worst case scenario, but I would much rather log on each day and see Outrider pics. I am not much of a religious man, but I will keep you and your family in my thoughts.

Scuba Steve

02-14-2009, 06:05 AM

[QUOTE=Outrider]Thanks Josh, and thanks everyone. I have made certain preparations in case the worst should occur, including writing a will. Thanks to a life of hard work my wife and I are debt-free and financially secure, so at least there's no money worries for my wife should the worst happen. It's all in God's hands now.[/QUOTE]

When it's in Gods hands, it is guarenteed to turn out for the best. If we know this to be true, and believe in it as sure as we believe that the sun will rise, than no weapon formed against you shall prosper. God knows the size of your shoulders and he will never place upon them anything they can't handle. It only stretches the limits of our will, not our capabilities. Don't believe for one second that this is terminal. this, without a doubt, can be overcome. Believe it! Many of us here are not ready to give up our Outrider and we will bring our petitions before God daily.

So lets kick this things @ss, so you can get back to owning us with your skills!

DaveCW2

02-14-2009, 09:28 AM

[QUOTE=Scuba Steve]So lets kick this things @ss, so you can get back to owning us with your skills![/QUOTE]Amen.

Cobra Freak

02-14-2009, 12:13 PM

Man I hope you get alot better. You will pull through dude.

CF

Lava Boss

02-14-2009, 12:27 PM

I'm saddened to hear this news. I hope you beat the odds, Outrider.

Black Knight

02-14-2009, 01:50 PM

I would say that everyone has already said everything there is to say, I'm not good at these kinda things, so I'll just say I wish you and your family the best and if you need anything let me know. My wife and I both feel for you and hope everything works out for you.

-John

The Leader

02-14-2009, 02:32 PM

You were the first person who I really looked up to in the Joe community when I first started posting here. Your work really inspired me and encouraged me to improve my own. By being such an active and creative photographer and customizer, you helped me to appreciate this hobby so much more. Things might be grim, but people have beaten the odds before and if anyone can, I’m sure that you will be able to. I will be thinking of you and your family.

sgcaper

02-15-2009, 09:01 PM

Outrider my thoughts are with you. Because of you I've worked hard to take my own work up a notch. Whenever anyone says Joes are just toys and I need to stop wasting my time I show them your pics. I wish you the best.

blaster_e11

02-16-2009, 12:02 AM

Hi guys

i don't post much in the forum section but i'm an JD addict and of course an Outrider's pics addict so i just wanted to say Hi Craig and let you know my thoughts are with you

emike

02-16-2009, 06:16 PM

I know I don't post much at all, but I'm here nearly every day looking forward to the newest Outrider pic. This news saddens me a great deal. I'll be praying for you every day. May the Lord's peace be with you.

incognito

02-17-2009, 04:36 PM

sir i'm a newbie here but i would like to wish that you get well soon
you will be in our prayers

silencer

02-18-2009, 02:52 AM

Man,

we are all willing you to fight this thing and beat it.

Screw the odds. There are genuine cases of remission of terminal cancer. Seek as many different opinions as you can.

I've always thought of you as a friend,

you have my best wishes and complete respect.

Outrider

02-18-2009, 11:10 AM

After I saw the specialist last week, he was to have a meeting with four of his colleagues, all cancer experts. It was, in his own words, a chance for me to get a second, third, fourth and fifth opinion all for free. Well, the meeting took place, and I saw the specialist again yesterday to find out the consensus of opinion.
They all had a close look at my test results, and have now discovered that the tumour has grown around the tube from one of my kidneys to the bladder (I forget the medical name for it), and that has caused the kidney to shut down. They also all agreed I need to start treatment a.s.a.p., but that I'm nowhere near well enough to do so yet (I have had a bad week this week, a lot of pain, very tired), so it's a bit of a catch 22 situation.
Unfortunately the general agreement was that "successful treatment is not a high probability" with things looking as they do at this time. I wish I could be reporting good news, but that seems to be in short supply at the moment.

neapolitan joe

02-18-2009, 11:17 AM

Start the treatment: it's the real chance! Come on!

Sonneilon

02-18-2009, 11:51 AM

Hey Craig. isn't there a rejuvination pond in Australia? Like, when Nicole Kidman did that flick down there with Clive Owen (or was it Hugh Jackman?) and there was this pond/waterfall place and stories in the tabloids said there was something in the water to help get the women pregnant. NOT that you need to get pregnant, but there was just this funky story about this place have healing effects. Maybe you should go visit that place and take a dip! Who knows, maybe the cancer will sweat it's way out or something?

Gatilho

02-18-2009, 12:35 PM

[QUOTE=neapolitan joe]Start the treatment: it's the real chance! Come on![/QUOTE]

That's right, if there's a treatment there's a real chance!

A few weeks ago I lost a cousin because of a cancer, the doctors said that the treatment wasn't enough to make a difference in his case, which is not your case now so keep fighting, don't give up!

You're in my prayers!

Gatilho

neapolitan joe

02-18-2009, 01:33 PM

Come on! Fight! [COLOR=Red][SIZE=7]WE WILL ROCK IT![/SIZE][/COLOR]

You'll say "veni, vidi, vici"!

Flatline

02-18-2009, 05:39 PM

what Ever It Takes My Friend. It All Depends On You!! I Wish You All The Best.

Prince Adam

02-18-2009, 06:29 PM

Aw man! Here I just showed up outta no where and hear this! :( I'm really sorry to hear all this OR, please know you're in my prayers. I too support you, and yes, you can beat this! Do it to it, man!!! :)

iflye8s

02-18-2009, 07:28 PM

just wanted to post my support...long time member, in the air force so I've never had a chance to post pics of my figs (they're always packed up), but your pics have always rekindled my love of joe. I say go for the treatment. My 32 yr old wife was diagnosed with stage four colon cancer in September. It had agressively spread to her liver. She was given an 8% chance of surviving her treatments. So far she has 6 rounds of chemo and 3 major surgeries behind her. I can do nothing but admire her strength and courage. I cannot even imagine what ya'll are facing. But my squadron, along with our neighbors and church have lifted us up with actions, thoughts and prayers, and the good Lord has blessed. You will be in our prayers.

Paul Farlow, Capt, USAF
T-6 Instructor Pilot

Trench-Viper

02-19-2009, 12:11 AM

Outrider: Work to get in better health no matter how tiresome it is and take the treatment no matter how small the chance is. Even if its only 1 percent chance it still means that one out of a hundred survives, it can just as well be you.
And I wish you the best also Captain Farlow.

Scarrviper

02-19-2009, 03:20 AM

Keep the faith Craig, you can beat this thing. You are in our prayers.

rds13601

02-19-2009, 07:05 AM

Want you to know your dios are the best!! Anything you need let me know. I take 13 pills a day. I had Chrohn's and almost died from it. You have get in the mind frame that this thing will not take you down. Get angry and use that anger to fight it. Fight it with every ounce of strength you have. When you've run out find more strength that's; what it is gonna take. You can do it. I'll pray for you . You can beat this. I know you can. You are the outrider

Agent Viper

02-19-2009, 02:38 PM

outrider, I am so sorry for your misfortune.
I will keep you in my prayers and thank you for being a big inspiration in my Pics!

Outrider

02-19-2009, 05:09 PM

Okay guys, time for an update. I saw another specialist today (I think that's the third one now, I'm losing count!) and he gave it to me straight - which is what I want. He said that with the cancer as advanced and widespread as it is, that it can't be cured. All they can do for me now is help manage the symptoms and perhaps extend my "survival time". I start some chemotherapy next week with the aim of reducing the size of the main tumorous mass to try and ease my discomfort a little. Then after two months I'll have some more tests done to see if the treatment is working, If not, they will try something else. He won't give me an estimate of how long I have left until he sees what effect the treatment has had. When I know more I'll let everyone here know too.

Scuba Steve

02-19-2009, 05:22 PM

I am without words, brother. :( You are truely an inspiration to everyone here, especially me! This is undoubtably crushing news for all of us. You can be certain I am thankful to God for everything You have shared with us in the past and everything you will in the future! Stay strong buddy!

Flatline

02-19-2009, 05:33 PM

I AM WITHOUT WORDS CRAIG. BE STRONG IS ALL I HAVE TO OFFER MY FRIEND. :o

ToneGunsRevisited

02-19-2009, 06:39 PM

We are still here for you bro. Just keep us always updated and we'll be praying.

Bayer

02-19-2009, 06:54 PM

This is at least heartening. You know we're all pulling for you. You are an inspiration for each of us. Keep the faith!

Prince Adam

02-19-2009, 07:01 PM

Right here with you, man. :o

Da Talent

02-19-2009, 08:50 PM

Fuck Criag, fuck. Fuck man.

Urban Saboteur

02-19-2009, 09:18 PM

Craig,
thanks for letting us all know how things have gone, not the news we was all hoping for as I'm sure you and your family would of wanted something better to hold onto as well.
I'll remain positive for you and support you as much as you need it mate, and lets hope this treatment you begin next week will do some good.

rest up well and keep fighting it,
Rich

rds13601

02-21-2009, 08:35 AM

Iam sorry Craig, just take it one day at a time. Focus on the here and now. Don't focus on tomorrow because it is a waste of time. Right here , right now. I still think your strong enough and tough enough to whip this. I'll still keep praying Stay strong my friend!! Rusty

Agent Viper

02-22-2009, 12:09 PM

[QUOTE=Outrider]Okay guys, time for an update. I saw another specialist today (I think that's the third one now, I'm losing count!) and he gave it to me straight - which is what I want. He said that with the cancer as advanced and widespread as it is, that it can't be cured. All they can do for me now is help manage the symptoms and perhaps extend my "survival time". I start some chemotherapy next week with the aim of reducing the size of the main tumorous mass to try and ease my discomfort a little. Then after two months I'll have some more tests done to see if the treatment is working, If not, they will try something else. He won't give me an estimate of how long I have left until he sees what effect the treatment has had. When I know more I'll let everyone here know too.[/QUOTE]

Ouch, I'm sorry man

msu44

02-23-2009, 01:30 PM

Hang tough brother....I don't post often as you can see from my count( but on here almost everyday) but keep your faith, family, friends, humor, and NEVER GIVE UP!!!!!!!

It's what got me through cancer. I beat it twice. I had a different type but God works in mysterious ways. I will keep you in my prayers and if you ever want to talk to someone who has been through treatments of both radiation and chemo I'm your man.

I first went through radiation and all seemed well and it was gone then low and behold upon one year anniversary of being free...it was back with a vengeance. I then went through almost five months of chemo....everyday 6-7hrs a day. No fun, not in the least but I kept my faith and my sense of humor and it made me stronger and those around me stronger as well which in turned helped me.

Like I said just pm me if you ever want to talk. I know you're down under but maybe you could contact some folks here in Houston, TX.....pretty darn good cancer treatment here. I believe it's the cancer treatment capital of the world. I know my doctor has patients from all over the world that comes to see him.

Outrider

02-23-2009, 04:09 PM

[QUOTE=msu44]Hang tough brother....I don't post often as you can see from my count( but on here almost everyday) but keep your faith, family, friends, humor, and NEVER GIVE UP!!!!!!!

It's what got me through cancer. I beat it twice. I had a different type but God works in mysterious ways. I will keep you in my prayers and if you ever want to talk to someone who has been through treatments of both radiation and chemo I'm your man.

I first went through radiation and all seemed well and it was gone then low and behold upon one year anniversary of being free...it was back with a vengeance. I then went through almost five months of chemo....everyday 6-7hrs a day. No fun, not in the least but I kept my faith and my sense of humor and it made me stronger and those around me stronger as well which in turned helped me.

Like I said just pm me if you ever want to talk. I know you're down under but maybe you could contact some folks here in Houston, TX.....pretty darn good cancer treatment here. I believe it's the cancer treatment capital of the world. I know my doctor has patients from all over the world that comes to see him.[/QUOTE]

Thanks man, I'll certainly keep that offer in mind. I just spent a night in hospital having a four unit blood transfusion to prepare me for my first chemo session tomorrow. Compounding the trouble for me is the fact that the main tumor is so large it bleeds a lot, causing me to be constantly anemic, and therefore not strong enough to undergo chemotherapy.
Just to update everyone, I saw the urologist yesterday, who said the treatment for the blocked kidney tube would cause more problems than it would solve, so I have to put up with having just one kidney functioning for now. He also gave me the news that the cancer may even now be in the bladder and prostate gland as well as all the other places I already knew about. Every time I talk to a doctor, the news gets worse! :rolleyes:

Flatline

02-23-2009, 04:16 PM

wow Craig :( Don't Let It Get You Down Brother. Keep Strong Keep Fighting!!!

Hammerfel

02-23-2009, 07:13 PM

My family's prayers are with you, Craig. Hang in there, bud. You're an inspiration.

Trench-Viper

02-23-2009, 09:38 PM

Just because the cancer may be somewhere does not mean it is.

Outrider

02-23-2009, 09:39 PM

[QUOTE=Hammerfel]My family's prayers are with you, Craig. Hang in there, bud. You're an inspiration.[/QUOTE]

Thanks Hammer, and thanks everyone. I don't want to burden others with my troubles, but things are getting pretty tough now. The pain and discomfort have increased significantly over the last week and a half and it's getting pretty tough to keep going, especially when I see what this is all doing to my wife. She's been a tower of strength for me, but of course she's only human, and the stress is starting to show. I'm more worried for her than I am for myself. At least I can come here and be amongst friends, knowing you guys are behind me, and take my mind off things, even if just for a few moments.

haradrel

02-24-2009, 05:31 AM

I personally think in circumstances such as this that the most important thing to do is leave nothing unsaid.
Tell the people around you that you love them.
If the worst case scenario does happen it will be easier on them.
This is speaking from personal experience.

Other then that just stay positive, and fight with everything you got. You have the whole of joedios behind you, that is people you have never met and probably never will because they are a world apart from you, still you have managed to reach them on some level and have their support. So it matters man, keep up the spirit, I'm crossing everything I got for you man.

ToneGunsRevisited

02-24-2009, 08:44 AM

Craig,

I'm sure Deane will not give up on you and she doesn't mind all the stress. In the end you'll have a lot of time to rest and enjoy with her.

G.I.*Jock

02-24-2009, 12:55 PM

I really must apologise to you Craig.

For a long time now I have been lurking on the site and keeping up to date with things. However, I should have commented on this thread a long time ago. While I added a message of support to you on your first thread. This update has left me stunned and concerned.

Being something of a typical male, words have very much escaped me, finding words can be very difficult. Finding the right words can be even harder. I can only empathise with your situation. You, Deanne and your family have my best wishes and support. I wish there was something more I could say or do. Not that I have to type this because I know you well enough to know that you already will be in a determined mind set but nevertheless: keep your head up and keep fighting the good old fight!

In the near four years since Joedios brought us together I've known nothing but kindness, encouragement and friendliness from you. I'm sure I can honestly speak for everyone on the site in saying that they will share my observations and thoughts.

You are a true gentleman in every sense of the word and an inspiration to all of us and by that, I mean for more reasons than just your photography and photoshopping skills!

Please keep us updated.

GM Holden/HSV's 2nd biggest fan,

aka Dave.

Stormer

02-24-2009, 02:20 PM

I've been bouncing around the periphery of online Joe-fandom for the better part of a year but if anything's going to get me to come back to JD it's going to be offering my support & best wishes to you & yours, Craig. My mum only recently finished cancer treatment (successfully it would appear) so I have an inkling of how rough it can be, although I can't pretend to know what you're going through.

I'm also not great with the sentimental stuff, but I'd like to echo that you're an inspiration both creatively and personally. You've never given me cause to regard you with anything but the utmost respect and I'm proud to be associated with you. If everyone on the Internet, and in the "real" world, were to follow your example the society we live in would be improved exponentially. And there'd be a lot more cool stuff to look at.

Sonneilon

02-24-2009, 03:25 PM

Dude, Dave. That's a good way to put it. STUNNED. I think I still am and my heart hurts cuz of what's happening to you. Be strong. WE're here if you need us and when you need us.

silentdusty

02-25-2009, 03:56 AM

[QUOTE=Outrider]Thanks Hammer, and thanks everyone. I don't want to burden others with my troubles, but things are getting pretty tough now. The pain and discomfort have increased significantly over the last week and a half and it's getting pretty tough to keep going, especially when I see what this is all doing to my wife. She's been a tower of strength for me, but of course she's only human, and the stress is starting to show. I'm more worried for her than I am for myself. At least I can come here and be amongst friends, knowing you guys are behind me, and take my mind off things, even if just for a few moments.[/QUOTE]

You burden us with anything you want Craig, we are all here to support you through this. So if giving some the burden to us, your online friends helps in anyway take a little of the burden off of your wife, we all have big shoulders and a good majority of us have been touched is some way by cancer, me it was my father in law. Keep up the good fight, and my family and I continue to pray for you and your wife.

Outrider

02-25-2009, 04:55 PM

Update time. Was at the hospital all day yesterday to have a permanent line inserted into my arm for the chemo treatment, and then my first chemo session. I now have to wear a slow dose pump for a further two days before returning to the hospital to have it removed. This cycle repeats every two weeks. Thankfully, the side effects so far have been minimal, even non existent, and I probably feel as good as I have for weeks. Still a long way to go yet, and I don't want to jump the gun, but so far so good. :)

vader9900

02-25-2009, 05:05 PM

I am glad you are felling a little better at least.

Urban Saboteur

02-25-2009, 05:43 PM

Oh thats good, thank you again for keeping us informed... we're all with you every step of the way and support you 100% in getting better.
Any sign of encouragement should be jumped upon and we can build towards making you stronger.. you know we'll support you every possible step.
Lets hope for significant improvement :)

ToneGunsRevisited

02-25-2009, 07:02 PM

And things might be so and at the end we'll win the fight.

Bayer

02-25-2009, 07:26 PM

Its easy for us to say, but hang in there. We're all there for you.

Red Sox

03-05-2009, 10:51 AM

As a rather intermittent poster here, I saw all of the support in people's avatars and sigs and wondered what the deal was.

I'm so sorry to hear the news that I read in this thread. :( Stay strong and I'll be praying for you too man. Best of luck and keep fighting!

Gatilho

03-05-2009, 06:06 PM

Sounds good Craig, thank you for keeping us informed! You're in my prayers everyday!

Flatline

03-05-2009, 07:51 PM

great News Indeed Craig One Day At A Time Buddy. :)

battlewagon

03-09-2009, 03:33 PM

stay strong Outrider, my prayers are with you and remember, if u need anything just let us know!

Scuba Steve

03-09-2009, 04:03 PM

It looks like your feeling better, your pic posts have increased and your putting out kick ass stuff like were used too! Keep positive and remember we all support you and think your going to be with us for a long time bro! :)

neapolitan joe

03-09-2009, 04:17 PM

Good news.
My prayers are for You, amico! :)

Rambo

03-09-2009, 06:05 PM

One more round! :)

Sonneilon

03-09-2009, 08:12 PM

Be strong.

Outrider

03-09-2009, 08:20 PM

Thanks guys. I start another cycle of chemotherapy treatment tomorrow, and seeing as I've felt a little better since the first one, I'm hoping this one will improve things as well. I don't want to speak too soon, but so far the side effects from the treatment have been minimal. I guess I'll find out over the next few days if it stays like that or not.

Flatline

03-10-2009, 07:36 AM

that's Good Craig I (we) Hope So Too. By The Looks Of Your Shots Lately I Would Say Your Feeling Great! :d

yorktownjoe

03-10-2009, 11:20 AM

Good to hear. Thank you for sharing these details with us. Our prayers continue to be with you.

-Joe

Outrider

03-11-2009, 12:20 PM

Time for another update; I had my second chemo session yesterday, and once again, so far, so good as far as the side effects go (hopefully it stays that way). Now I just have to wear the darn annoying slow release pump for the next two days. :( My blood count was a little low again (the main tumor is still bleeding), so I may need another transfusion depending on how that progresses, I'll just have to wait and see.

Mobius_1

03-11-2009, 12:30 PM

Darn my habits as a lurker. my mom went through chemo for breast cancer once, though not nearly to the extreme as you are. she's been a survivor for atleast 5 years now. from what i hear i can tell it's rough, but every day IS a gift and not a given right (if i may quote nickleback).

the fact that you're still positive and posting epic pictures is proof of why we all like ya so much. i'd have to say we need to gather your photos up in a book and see if we can publish them through hasbro, your shots surpass their crappy advertising by a long shot.

keep fighting the good fight!

-The Local Ace of Aces

Flatline

03-11-2009, 01:22 PM

take It Easy Old Man :D I'm Sure You Can Deal With The Minor Annoyance For A Few Days. It Seems Your Doing Better. Just Stay Positive :)

Outrider

03-11-2009, 04:10 PM

[QUOTE=Flatline]take It Easy Old Man :D [/QUOTE]

OLD MAN !!?? :eek: Hang on.....you're not far wrong now that I think about it Marcos!! :D

Trench-Viper

03-11-2009, 05:34 PM

The fact that your body is coping is a good sign. I know that cancer with spread has a high mortality rate but some do survive it, it can just as well be you! Belive it!

4-Cobra

03-19-2009, 08:28 PM

Man I sure was hoping to come back to better news,I've been down with my Leg for a while.The best thing is to stay Positive and Trust in the Main Man upstairs,People Beat Cancer everyday.And I think your going to be one of those that whips this,you'll be in my Prayers..Stay Strong,and God Bless.... :)

Outrider

03-25-2009, 12:39 AM

Update number...er, whatever. I just got home from my third chemotherapy session and I'm not feeling too bad. The side effects are becoming a little more pronounced with each treatment, but are still manageable, and I have to admit I am feeling better overall, so the benefits outweigh the negatives thus far. My wife and I have taken up walking again, and I'm able to go a little further each day without feeling exhausted afterwards. I'm also doing weights again, no where near what I was doing beforehand, but it's a start. I have one more session left before having more scans to see if it has had any effect on the tumors.