I am really sorry..
 

I can't do this anymore.. week by week I have consumed myself in anger.. and I really can't carry on apologising...
So what do I do? .. eventually I am to end up destroying whatever is left of my credibility.. whats left to destroy..
and finally tonight.. the one person who I banked on.. kind of like a stronghold guardian and forever watcher.. like a satans alternative I cast all my doubts and anger.... rage and bitterness towards my life towards that person.. and I again apologise..

Their response.. unsurprisingly.. was to tell me that sorry doesn't cut it any more.. well.. I can't keep apologising.. as its destroying me.. and I've undoubtedly tested the will of everyone..not just here on this forum but on MSN and everywhere else...
I hope he gets to read this.. as my decision will probably not surprise anyone here but I'm quitting.. not just here on joe dios but everywhere.. I have wronged someone so badly and accused them of lying.. when they was telling the truth.. I'm not looking for sympathy right now.. why? Because I honestly dont believe I deserve it..
I wish everyone.. ender098 and Sonnelion, general scarlett and outrider and everyone on this forum all the best of luck for the future..
Again.. I apologise to the person I wronged take care man..
NEF.

Rich,

Either PM or IM me, PLEASE....................ASAP!!!

Well NemesisEnforcerFan I don't know what's going on, but I hope that it gets resolved quickly so you can return to the boards. We'll save a seat for you.

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dude snap out of it man don't put yourself through this your a value to this forums and to the joedios family don't quit everything soo what if you lied? it was an mistake and theres no since and putting yourself through this soo just stick around and don't leave we can get through this don't beat yourself up this will blow over

Huh???

i don't know whats wrong with him i'm trying to make him feel better..he's beating himself up over somthing or somone

just calm down, we all love you here at joedios and never leave!!!!!

if you do, we will always reserve a seat for you here.

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I think Nemesis is 0ne of us, a "brother", we can't leave him alone...

We'll wait You.